Praying for Ferguson

Black Lives Matter - Ferguson Missouri Prayer March

My heart has been incredibly heavy this week as I take in all of the events happening just north of my beloved city in Ferguson, Missouri. Since the tragic news of Michael Brown’s death on Sunday, I’ve spent most waking hours trying to learn, read and consume any and all information on the ever-changing situation in this small community in North St. Louis County.

To be honest, I’ve been heartbroken. I’ve been angry. And I’ve been scared.

I’ve been heartbroken over the loss of life and the reality of a region torn apart by issues that have long festered just below the surface.

I’ve been angry over the senseless violence, the way in which demonstrators have been treated and the misunderstanding, anger and hatred shown toward others by those in our community.

I’ve been scared. So scared. Scared for those in Ferguson. Scared for the journalists (including my husband) putting themselves in harm’s way to ensure transparency. Scared for the children whose lives have been forever altered by their surroundings. Scared for protestors, police officers, elected officials and volunteers. And scared for myself and our city. Scared of the reality that we all could have been working to better race relations in our city but instead chose to look the other way while injustices took place right in front of us.

8/16 - Ferguson Missouri Prayer MarchPhoto via Katrina Drew

Saturday, I finally made it out to Ferguson for the first time all week (and for the sake of full transparency and honesty with myself, the first time in my entire life despite living only 20 minutes away for the past two years). My friend and associate pastor, Rev. Katrina Drew, and I joined a community of neighbors and clergy as we prayed for those affected by all that is taking place.

Led by Rev. Jesse Jackson, we were encouraged to visit with those around Canfield Green Apartments and listen to their stories. Sit with them in prayer. Let them know that we care about them and want to do anything we can to help them get through these times of trial.

Rev. Katrina Drew, Rev. Jesse Jackson, Rachael Powell

We spoke with a group of four 20-something men, who despite being around my age, seemed so young to have to live amongst such heartache and tragedy. They spoke of their frustrations over needing to leave for work 90 minutes early to make their way through the crowds and their concerns over a few wrongdoers shedding negative media attention on all young black men living in the area. Two of the men had just moved to the area two weeks before Michael Brown was shot. The part of the visit that struck me the most was the way they all said the same thing when asked how we could better serve them. “Be here. Listen to us. Spend time getting to know us.”

If being present with residents and neighbors is the largest obstacle we face toward improving the divide that separates our city, why haven’t we done so? What is stopping us from getting to know those from different walks of life? What stopped us from visiting Ferguson and Canfield Green Apartments before now? If I’m honest with myself, what has stopped me has been heartbreak, anger and fear.

8/16 - Ferguson Missouri Prayer MarchPhoto via Katrina Drew

Price and Style

For those somewhat new to my site, you may not know where the name Style Every Day came from. When I was in college, I was surrounded by a lot of girls who looked to high priced items for fashion. They equated price tag with style, when in reality they were just buying $200 sweatpants. Sorry, not sorry Juicy Couture ala 2006.

Striped Target Dress Dress: Target | Vest: Forever 21 | Shoes: DSW

I decided then and there that regardless of how much money I made or whether or not I could pay my rent, I would choose to show my style every day. No sweatpants. No t-shirts.

While I may spend a bit more on some special pieces now and then (hello, lovely Kate Spade watch!), I still spend a very small amount on clothes.

Green Military Vest

This outfit really reflects that. All of these items were bought from discount stores. It doesn’t get much better than that.

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Striped Maxi Dress

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